Naked eye

That's the name of this song I'm in love with by Luscioud Jackson. I also love this other new song called Fire by Kasabian.

For the first time in a long time I'm jobless. I'm not so happy about it cuz I've been stuck at home, down with the flu. Made good waste of all my time. Today was day 4.

Life is going well. For now. I hope it continues to. But I want something right now. And I realized that the best way to deal with life is to not want anything real bad. Cuz then, it doesn't matter whether you get it or not, you're happy if you win, you're happy if you don't. It's the same with people actually, don't get too attached with people. So if they do something disappointing, you're not hurt cuz you were never that close to them anyway. So I'm not having any expectations about the 'something' I want right now, it's okay if I don't get it.

I've still got so much work pending. I can't just stick to even one of them and finish it. Damn I need to learn how to multitask.

Something new:

Poker!!!

Linux!

Bank account, debit card, money!

more people at work

quit an addiction (for real and forever)

Well I can't think of all the other things I've been wanting to blog about now. I have the most terrible memory :( But, no problem. No expectations, no disappointments :)

Randomness - Just for the **** of it.

Finally stopped spending all my free time watching House. I was so addicted. Stopped after 3rd season. Not continuing even though 4th is sitting in folder :P I'm so relieved. I have all the time to do all the useless things now. Like cleaning my room for instance.

I heard this new song at work today. It's so so beautiful. OK it's similar to a song I've previously loved, Pehli Nazar Mein, which was copied from this song. It's a Korean song, I like this better than the copy. Kim Hyung Sub - Sarang Hae Yo. I'd loved Pehli nazar mein so much, i'd kept it as a caller tune for my phone (my way of forcing it on others :P until people asked me to take it off)

On Google Chrome, there's an option to store any number of search engines in Settings >> Options, after which you can search those sites without first having to go to the site. Like youtube.com/ shift+tab to get the search option. Cool huh? Yes, firefox is still the coolest.

The quality I hate most in men: self-centered nature. They'd make great friends if only they were a little less self-involved.

Time truly does fly!

Day 20 - Last Day of Training

woo. hoo.

(yesterday)

The day started out badly. Didn't get bus in the morning. Finally when I took a different bus my daily pass flew away :( So I had to buy another one. Thennn we were supposed to have interviews at 3, but the guy was busy till 6. Major overdose of linux, 7 cups of tea, some phone calls, and lots of pointless discussions later we left for home at 7.30, without the interview being completed. That's today, mostly. But we start working today :) It's still training, but on floor! All 4 of us in different teams, and in the night shift. Looking forward to it. Just realized I won't be able to meet Mr. Jacob anymore. Nice guy. But the shift will change, hopefully.

The life. I like nights more than days and I've been sleeping at 9-ish daily. Depressing. I don't think I'll have any trouble staying up, didn't used to. Well, good day to me :)

Happy budday

I forgot to wish this friend on his b'day today, so just thought of putting post name as a wish. It's Lokesh's b'day today, he'd told me bout it yest. and i still forgot :(

Anyway, i finally got a new mobile connection! Vodafone. Till now, I've had Airtel, Hutch, Bsnl, Vodafone. In order. And phones- Nokia, Samsung, Sony Ericsson, Nokia, Sony Ericsson. The best so far is SE, for its batt. life, camera. The connection is a corporate post paid connection. Free unlimited calls to anyone in the same plan :P And 20 ps to other Vodafones, 30 ps to other networks, 60ps to landlines. For 175 a month. Needless to say, I spend most of the little free time I get, on the phone.

I like new phone! Nokia 5530. Hehe...My friend who has a Nokia 5800 commented - It's like a downstripped version of Nokia 5800, but it's actually nice for you, sleek and metal-y, like a girl version of my phone :D

What's different from 5800. It allows up to 20 contacts in the Contacs bar, no gps, no 3g, it's got a metal finishing. It's not yet in India.

#out of context

Some important things missing in a lot of people. Gratitude, Respect, Recognition, Appreciation, Help, Patience.

#/out of context

[Day 18!]

Day 16

Today we had our first evaluation interview. Okay they said it was a trail interview, but we did get royally screwed. I really need to prepare. Today just made me face the fact that i really don't know much. I hope monday's will go better.

My friends left for Goa today. It hit hard :( We've talked about going to Goa since 2nd yr engg. And i couldn't go. But so couldn't many others, hmmm. Hopefully, first salary will give me more joy than this would have :)

It's weird how someone i thought i could build a good friendship with turned out to be a disgusting person and someone who i thought was a disgusting person, now seems very sweet. Note to self: Must stop judging people by their looks/after one day of being with them/after one bad thing they do/by their communication skills.

Interesting conversation on House between two women-

Cameron: Can I ask you a personal question?

Married woman: Yea i guess

Cameron: The threesome and the role-playing..is that because things get boring?

Married woman: No..we just, enjoy our fantasies. You married?

Cameron: No..

Married woman: Marriages don't fail because couples get bored. They fail because, while they're dating, people pretend to be the person they think their partner wants and then..well, there's only so long you can keep that up.

Cameron: Maybe they are that person while they're dating but then they change.

Married woman: People thinking their partner will change.. that's another reason why marriages fail. People don't change; at least not in any way that really matters.

Update...

I'm so sleepy. It's 10 pm :P Took my first leave yesterday, and lucky me, the trainer was on leave too. I'm restricting myself to just one episode a day. Okay not restricting, that's all I have time for, with the amount I sleep. But logically, I definitely should try to sleep lesser because whether I sleep for 5 hrs or 10 hrs the previous night, I still feel damn sleepy by 10 pm the next day. So tonight, at least 12 o clock. I'm switching between Lost and House these days, whichever downloads first. I lovvvve House.

I'm reading a book now. I think I've finally stuck onto some books, after having kept 2 books hanging. Eye of the needle.

It's now 1140. Since I'm up and not so sleepy anymore, I'll study for the test tomorrow. On Apache.

'hmmm'

"Day 2"

I wanted to blog yesterday, it being my "first day of work" and all... but didn't get down to it. I still don't get why I'm so tired. Just have to sit in a room all day. And it's fun! :) I don't like feeling lazy. I'm so tired I don't mind just sitting here while my room's dirty. Damn i need to clean it! I was even lazy to reply to emails today, that never happens. I love replying to mails! Sigh.. 6 day weeks with no time or energy left to do anything else at the end of the day, NOT what i'm used to. Hope i get used to it soon enough, i want to.

Random thoughts. Guilty about not being able to spend enough time with parents, talking to them; about not having time to give a thought to others who need something/anything from me. But i am quite satisfied with what I'm doing with my life. I'm definitely pleased about not sitting idle at home with parents bugging me to get married, 'since you're anyway just sitting at home all day, might as well...'. Phew.

'Deeply disturbed' is playing. Why do i have such songs!
Now 'I like to move it'. Much better.

One more nice thing is how much i learn daily. And it's fun to interact with different kinds of people.

Ok. Life's waiting. It's just a blog post! End it already. Let go.